Just few hours ago Ray was HERE WITH ME & now he's off to Kuala Lumpur, maybe changing planes at Schipol Amsterdam now.
-_- T_T u_u
I'm sad. u_u
It was hard not to cry & it's hard to imagine to live alone here at least until July.... *sigh*
However.....on Monday or Tuesday I'll go ask to one cafeteria in the Bratislava's downtown whether I can work as a waitress there. I need money for airticket to KL! Also I'll go illustrate those stuffs for grandma for the same money reason.
I hate being a money-craver like now but I hate even more to not be able to see my boyfriend & his great family. That's just a PURE TORTURE. >_< @_@
But you know what?
Me & Ray made a KOREAN DRAMA DECISION. :P
That is, apart from all this e-touch we keep, we've decided to write a letter to each other once a month. ^_^
I love writing letters & getting them. ^_^
Ahhh.....just so K-dramaish. ^^;;;;
But I'm just so sad. u_u I'm not getting it that he's not here with me...it's so hard to accept.
However nasty I'm to him from time to time, I still LOVE HIM.
I. LOVE. HIM.
SARANGHAEYO!
ÎÒ°®Ä㣡
LUBIM TA!
SAYA CINTA KAMU!
ICH LIEBE DICH!
.....
Aiyah. =_= Let's wait for July patiently. Mich must be strong & hard-working so she can earn enuff!!! ^^