ABOUT:
I'm a little duckling from a little country. ^^
Also I'm a big dreamer, flower liker, hug lover, school hater and good food muncher.
I can't live without the Korean entertainment, Asian food & drinks (oh wheat grass!), tea and kawaii manga animals.
I love art and I aim to be a uniquely weird artist. That's not very difficult to achieve as I'm already both unique & weird. :P
I do have a boyfriend (aka duckyboy) so romantic confessions from handsome Asian guys are no longer accepted. They're appreciated though as every woman is happy to be laffed. MUAHAHA.
Enjoy reading my blabpage!!!! ^___^
CONTACT ME:
* My Friendster! ^^
* kejscha@yahoo.com
* tae_dragon@hotmail.com
(Please e-mail me before adding me to your MSN & YM cuz I don't add unknown ppl. Thanx.)
Check another blog shared with my sayang Raymond where I use to post as well: *INTERNOSENESS!*
A blog about my experiences from my 1st trip to Singapore & Malaysia. ^^ *DIMSUM IN THE SEA*
* nosy - great/good
* nosiful - beautiful
* nosylicious - excellent/very good
* noserrible - horrible
* noseless - hopeless
* imnossible - impossible
* Nose on! - Rock on!
* jungleman - perfect bf
* junglewoman - perfect gf
* tsunami - crush/love
* tsunamified - in love/with a crush
* tsunamiable - loveable
* ogress - me :P
* skeleton - Ray :P
* Paki - perv person
* Paki-minded - perverted
The fluent speakers of Thonglish & Rayglish are aware of their IMPOOPISSIBLE CRAZINESS. All rights reserved for the extract of these IMNOSSIBLY POOPYLICIOUS languages. The POONISHMENT for any kind of copying is UNFORGETABOOBLY NOSERRIBLE. You surely wouldn't want to see GLITTERY ELKS DROPPING TOWELS, would you? :D
Christina Aguilera
Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
^____^ 10 more months, I know, but..... can't wait to meet Pui. :D Pom also although he's not really normal (Pui said he was born crazy) but meeting him will be kool.
PUUUUUI & POOOOOOM, I can't wait to meet yaaaaaaa~~~~~ ^___^
Fine, fine. Good night.
And I really must move my blog. I don't like this one anymore!
I'm as fucking angry as I'm listening to LInkin Park what hasn't happened to me for a long time. And Slipknot before - my friend sent me 2 songs.
ALWAYS ARGUING.
ALWAYS, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Does it even have a future? I know I've changed to a bitch but please, if you don't like me being a bitch (that doesn't change) do something abt it like tell me to fuck off & leave me so I'll get to know how bitter my bitch-ness can be & etc. but don't hang in anywhere with the outcome of arguing EVERY SINGLE DAY.
It's SO early. =_= Waking up this early should be really forbidden. It's bad for health. >_>
I've survived that doc's stuff although the nurse almost killed me before she managed to stick that stick (heh) up till my tonsils. VERY AWFUL PROCEDURE. Don't wanna anymore. >_<
I'm just listening to Amerie's 2nd album "Touch" which I've downloaded (ooopppsss) & it's pretty kool!! :D
Nice R&B. ^^ Strong beats & rather hip hop-ish sound actually plus of course Amerie's nice voice. Sounds sexy! Ballads are the typical R&B though. ME LOVE IT. ^_^
Sometimes I feel like not listening to any Korean music (or Thai/Chinese/Japanese) & then I usually listen to R&B.
(Credits to MTV.) NICE TOP! And GREAT hair. I'm envious. u_u
Well, Amerie is a half-Korean but still... Haha~ :P (Have you noticed that in the video for "Touch" she has something in Korean written on her back? Whohooo~~ I didn't try to read it though, her back with hangul was there only for few seconds - too fast for me~)
I've read that she has studied English & fine arts. FINE ARTS!!! Wah! Mah gurl, mann~~ ^^ Hehehe.
Hmmm, I like it. ^^ What else should I download? <---- Duckyboy, thanks a lot for showing me how to do it cuz I'm useless! :P
Anyways. I was thinking about this crazy Anupong.... Something must DEFINATELY be wrong with him!!!! OH MAN!!! I know him for almost 4 yrs - I wonder how long from that he has been dying for my love or what! O_o
We shouldn't have been blabbing crap about marrying each other in 2014 (+ another hot Korean husband for me & another sexy Korean wife for him) cuz now he has gona completely GILA & hallelujah!!! *falls off a cliff* =_=
I wonder how to cure him. ANY IDEAS????
Duckyboy is saying that his love/obsession for me will continue for next few years for sure. AAAEEEEHHHHHHHH!!!~~~~ @_@ :P I think that meeting him on Xmas 06 (me & my parents wanna go to Thailand at that time) will be very amazing. I promise I'll blog abt it then. :P
Enuff Amerie...enuff doc...enuff Pom...I AM SLEEPY. If you see me online & I'll be beautifully ignoring you, it means I'm asleep. Don't disturb, not even if you're Choi Dong-Wook.
(Yesterday I saw the final Winter Sonata episode & it was so beautiful, aaaaaaahhh, I loved Yujin's & blind Joon-Sang's tender kiss. ^___^ BUT BLIND JOON-SANG LOOKED TOTALLY LIKE MY 1st CRUSH!!!! *slaps head* That spoiled the beauty a bit cuz my 1st crush is a very... *ahem* guy. XD :P)
For Jong-Moon oppa at least! YAH, I know, old (32yrs), smoking, important Samsung man, messy & too crazy for his age - but my oppa, OK? ^^
EEEhhhhh.. Honestly I think that I'll be too lazy to learn it. =_=
But mentioning Korean stuffs puts a GREAT IDEA into my mind - I'll tell mother that what I want for my bday is................................some sentimental K-Drama bought at YesAsia.com!!! :D
Reading random blogs abt all the people happily sipping my beloved BUBBLE TEA makes me die of sadness & grrrrrrrrreed. Grrrrrrrr-eed! I can't get it here!!!! What kind of country is this?! >_>
Please, if you love me (Duckyboy, Pom & Phong - hear it?! XD), give me one:
It's from the Se7en's website of course, only a bit edited by me. ^^
Because Justine said that Se7en is freakishly sexy & etc., I allowed her to have him also. SEE HOW GENEROUS AM I???? XD Hahahahaaaa!!!
*massive drooling*
I LOVE CHOI DONG-WOOK. He should marry me (and Justine - who cares that she'll have 2 husbands [at least!] - Chang Min & Se7en?? ^_~)
MMMMMmmmmMMMMMmmmMMMM. He's so damn hot. I love the profile of his face. *hearts in eyes* And that body....GAHHH~~~ *faints*
(OK OK, I must stop now cuz when my duckyboy reads my drooling & spazzing, he'll go kill me or what. XD Men are jealous creatures!!! HMPF!)
OHMAGOSHALLAHJESUSBUDDHASAINTMARY!!!!!!! *bangs head & runs away to Tahiti*
That crapping abt those who love me (duckyboy, POM & Phong) getting me a bubble tea WASN'T JUST CRAPPING.
Here we go again with Pom's unrequited feelings for me. An excerpt ahead.~ Something like this was our today's chat:
...................... Pom: T_T u_u TT_TT I'm so sad... Me: Why? Tell, tell, I don't bite!~~ Pom: I LOVE YOU. Me: O_o Me??? Pom: Can you love me?
Oii. OII. Eii eii oiii eeiii MAN. @_@ I think that Pom's love (or obsession OR both) for me is totally endless. HA!!!
It's MY OWN KOREAN DRAMA!!!! XD I'll call it....
......
*LOVE FOR ALL SEASONS*
Haha!!! XD Good, ain't it? ^^;;;;
The main actors are:
Ms. Michaela I. - a very feathery ducky, currently attached to duckyboy Raymond, 168cm, 59kg, 17yrs (in 3 days, OK?) loves Asian guys & food and loves to make boyfriend angry with drooling over handsome, hot & sexy Koreans. Very moody & sarcastic and completely insane. An incurable waster. Born in Slovakia, 1/4 Korean, loves K-dramas & music.
Mr. Raymond Ch. - a skinny, tall guy with a super squeezable fat nose, 180cm, 59kg (HAHA!!!), 19yrs, Michaela's duckyboy, loves European girls, chilli in everything, ketchup to anything, meat, meat & meat and planes. Likes to calculate money & play guitar. Jealous what leads his gf to drooling over hot Koreans. XD Born in Malaysia. 1/2 Chinese, 1/2 Thai loving non-Asian stuffs.
Mr. Anupong A. - a very gila guy, 21yrs, 170cm, who-knows-how-many-kg, able to cook & talk crap with Michaela about body selling in Thailand, incredibly dark brown wavy hair, always broke & wasting too much. Looks like Michaela's keychain. Likes hip-hop & cars. Used to do Taekwon-Do, karate but then he stopped cuz he was lazy. Obsessively endlessly loves Michaela with whole his feathery heart. Born in Thailand, Thai-Chinese-Vietnamese.
Seems like my life ALWAYS has something to do with Mr. Anupong, right? :P MUAHAHAHA.
We know the actors, we know the scenario until now so let's see what will be next!!! :P
GILA GILA GILA GILAAAAAA~~~~~ Eh, Pom, what to do with you? Cut wavy hair, arr? XD
I had super sore throat today's morning & I still have although less. All day long I have a mild headache. My nose is full. One moment I feel hot, the other cold. I'm not hungry at all (weird!) & my eyes are itchy. I feel tired but in the same time I don't. I feel like I have a fever but I can't measure it cuz I don't have any thermometer here, all are broken.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH. >_<
GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! >_<
I skipped today's school & probably I'll skip tmr also. Maybe I'll go see doc also. =_= Teacher will kill me for so much skipping but fuck - I can't die, can I? =_~
I'm overdosing myself with teas, Stopangin & eyedrops.
"The path to acceptance of your and your sweetheart's foibles is through full expression of your emotions. That doesn't mean you have to blurt out what's on your mind, but you do have to process those feelings fully."
HMMM, HMMM. That's what I did today. That's what we did today. More or less. I don't like arguing though but sometimes it's inevitable. =_= >_>
Hmpf...
I'd like to know what's wrong with us. What lies in front of us? Will it continue to be so screwed up? Being in a screwed up r'ship is nothing for me....I hope it'll improve without neither of us having to change for the sake of the other one. -_-
Oooohhhhh, how much I love sentimental Korean dramas......that's....ETERNAL. ^_^
And btw, my weird haired sweetheard Bae Yong Joon resembles the completely weird looking Sachi (my 1st serious crush - or love? - which lasted for 4yrs+, remember?^^;;) a bit! Hah! It's that nose....and those lips. Or cheeks? Or glasses? O_o I dunno. But those two look similar, although Bae Yong Joon is of course x-times hotter, cuter, more fascinating & etc., than Sachi.
AAaaaahhhhhh!~~~~ *_* ^_^
(Kamsahamnida, The Seoul Times.) AAAAAHHHHHH, THAT SMILE MAKES ME FALL INTO COMA!!!!! ^__^
Sachi, Sachi, Sachi. I hope that YOU aren't my destiny (like Yu Jin's Joon Sang, her 1st love) cuz anytime I looked at your mega-teeth & weird curly hair, I'd puke & run away in endless horror. @_@ XD Hahahhahahahha~~~ XD
And mydearestRay, thank you million zillion times for the Winter Sonata DVDs. ^___^ You wanted me to relax....I relax whenever I watch it. ^^;;;
Ray, Ray....It feels so weird that he isn't here with me anymore. u_u I'm just NOT GETTING IT. =_= I turn around & think that he'll be taking a nap on my bed, blabbing something in Cantonese. I go visit cuzin late at night but...not with him. I'm alone. u_u FUCK THE DISTANCE!!! >_<
I must go take a shower now. At almost 3am. How wonderful. =_=
OOohhhh, my heart aches for Taekwon-Do!!!! *sniff sniff* T_T
And btw, in this new video Choi Dong Wook has a very weird & awful hairstyle BUT he looks damn hot in that bathtub. That boy will make me sin if I meet him one day. Hahahaaa!!!! XD
And it's over... Just few hours ago Ray was HERE WITH ME & now he's off to Kuala Lumpur, maybe changing planes at Schipol Amsterdam now.
-_- T_T u_u
I'm sad. u_u It was hard not to cry & it's hard to imagine to live alone here at least until July.... *sigh*
However.....on Monday or Tuesday I'll go ask to one cafeteria in the Bratislava's downtown whether I can work as a waitress there. I need money for airticket to KL! Also I'll go illustrate those stuffs for grandma for the same money reason.
I hate being a money-craver like now but I hate even more to not be able to see my boyfriend & his great family. That's just a PURE TORTURE. >_< @_@
But you know what?
Me & Ray made aKOREAN DRAMA DECISION. :P
That is, apart from all this e-touch we keep, we've decided to write a letter to each other once a month. ^_^ I love writing letters & getting them. ^_^
Ahhh.....just so K-dramaish. ^^;;;;
But I'm just so sad. u_u I'm not getting it that he's not here with me...it's so hard to accept. However nasty I'm to him from time to time, I still LOVE HIM. I. LOVE. HIM.
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